I'm really starting to lose my patience. This weekend, I'm thinking of committing myself for sure. I like Julie too much to stay single and I'm positive of this. I might even ask her out on Friday... but this is driving me absolutely crazy. It feels like I can't really talk to her about anything else because I need to ask her out... I'm not making much sense, but that's how it feels. It's like anything ELSE isn't as important as jumping into a relationship, but I know she likes to move slow, and I don't want to coerce her into anything.
I just want to be with her. One day, I'm going to regret writing all of this, but... I want to be with her, and that's that. I don't want anyone else. No one else really matters, and I'm happy that I'm feeling like this. Now I can be faithful, now I can give her all of my attention and treat her how I've wanted to treat someone for a while now.
But, I fear that I'm becoming a little too obsessed. I really want to keep my feelings under control and subdue them a little, but it's not easy for me.
-sigh-
I'll keep my fingers crossed.
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